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I liked this because it was random, and I haven't done this in about five years so......read on if you'd like....
1] What was the highlight of your week?
The park on friday with Eva
2] Who's car were you in last?
mine
3] When is the next time you will kiss someone?
when I feel like it
4] What color shirt are you wearing?
red
5] How long is your hair?
at my shoulders
8] Last movie you watched?
Little Children
9] Last thing you ate?
a peanut butter and Jelly sandwich
10] Last thing you drank?
iced tea from sonic
11] Where did you sleep last night?
my ved
13] Are you happy right now?
mostly
14] What did you say last?
did I do it?
15] Where is your phone?
on my nightstand
17] What color are your eyes?
blue green
19] Who came over last?
my bro, sis in law, and the cutest nephew in the world.
20] When was the last time you had your heart broken?
never
21] Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
I dislike lazy people
22] What are you listening to?
Country
23] If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
a more fit type of body
24] What is your favorite scent?
lavender
25] Who makes you happiest right now?
everybody
26] What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleepin
30] Are you left-handed?
no
31] Spell your name without vowels:
mgg
34] What's for dinner tonight?
who knows
34] What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
bud light
35] When Is Your Birthday?
september 18
36] Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Eva
38] Last time you went swimming in a pool?
last summer
39] Where was the last place you went shopping?
Goody's
40] How do you feel about your hair right now?
I like it
41] Do you have any expensive jewelery?
no
42] AIM or MSN?
AIM
46] Where does most of your family live?
in ky
47] Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
one older brother
48] Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
no, spoiled to me means that you don't appreciate what you're given, and I do.
49] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
well, lets go do double shifts at work today
50] Do you drink beer?
occasionally
52] Myspace or Facebook?
facebook
53] Do you have T-Mobile?
Nope
54] What is your favorite subject in school?
American Literature
55] What type of boy/girl do you usually fall for?
no comment
57] Do you have any talents?
a couple
58] Have you ever been IN a wedding?
my brothers
59] Do you have any children?
no
60] Did you take a nap today?
no
62] Ever met anyone famous before?
no
63] Do you want to be famous one day?
maybe.
64] Favorite Actress(es)?
Kate Winslet
65] Are you multitasking right now?
no
66] Could you handle being in the military?
no
67] What is your average cell phone bill?
fifty five
68] Do you believe in Karma?
yes, oh god I live by it
69] Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
yesterday
70] How many pairs of shoes do you own?
eight I think
71] Last place you drove to?
work
72] Ever been to Las Vegas?
no
73] what did you do today?
worked at both jobs to get some extra cash
74] Have you ever been gambling?
no
75] When is the last time you updated your blog?
a month ago
76] Have ever been to New York City?
No i would love to go though
77] Ever been to Disneyland/world?
no
78] Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
homer simpson
79] Last thing you cooked?
chicken
80] Hows the weather?
cloudy
82] Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
I just talk on my cell phone, nothing too interesting
83] last time you were sick?
september
84] last fist fight?
never had one
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[08 May 2007|08:02pm] |
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well I don't know how I've actually done it, but I've almost finished the school year. I managed to get house. and managed to get a few things off of my chest. wow. I guess I could say that I have taken more oppurtunities this semester, but that would be a lie. I would probably say that I did what I should have fucking done a month ago, a year ago, or six years ago when it really mattered. But, I'm not going to regret any of it, cuz it seems to be working out. For those who check to even read this blog, thanks for giving a shit, but I'm sorry I just can't be that interesting. If it makes you feel any better, I've kind of reached that quarter life crisis where I don't know what I"m going to do with my life and I am going to be a senior so I have more authority(not really) and in september, I will turn 21. how bout' them apples.
Needless to say, I don't really know whether this will be kept up for entertainment of peers over the summer, but I'll sure try. I am working a lot, so I'll be busy. but at least it will keep my mind off of things. But to all of my boos here in BG, I'm proud and happy for all your work and success this year. to those at home, I'll be around more, so we should chill. get excited, and to the random reader who stumbles on this blog--um, hey, do like pickles?
k, going to go eat in a fancy apartment where a fancy person is cooking me dinner. Neil, I promise I'm not a snob, that's why I am eating your food tonight. so. there.
keep it real. keep it peachie.
Mags
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| finalization. |
[30 Mar 2007|04:22pm] |
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whew! this week has been quite a week if you ask me since all I've done is try to stay focused in my classes. I've managed to do so with dignity. although, I have to admit sometimes I have to pick up smoking habits when school gets this stressful...but I only allow so many a day.
My mother called me a few days ago, kind of in a funk, saying that she had turned my deceased grandfather's phone off in our, now, guest room. It was wierd, but upsetting to see it all coming to a finalization about seven weeks after his death...although it still feels like it was last week. But, I am okay. I am a pretty strong gal when it comes to depressing shitty times like this, so I get through it okay.
I have made a lot of realizations this week. about things. about people. And because of the beautiful weather(even after it rains, it seems to get more wonderful. so, as I stay busy for the next couple of weeks, I can at least appreciate those nice walks at night with my friends, that remain pretty relaxing.
this is why we're hot.
Mags
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| a convo with ones self |
[27 Mar 2007|10:03am] |
mmmmmmmm kay,
Freaking out about school starts now.
Get your shit together, Maggie. now.
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[23 Mar 2007|03:50pm] |
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I suppose I could have said something of importance or something meaningful. The truth is I knew you would have left me behind anyways. its been a while since we've had a real conversation. but when we speak, I wanna say that I don't need a hero, or someone to be stronger than me,because that sort of confidence in some cases, intimidates me; I wanna say, open your fucking eyes because you KNOW that I would take care of you, but in the same instance,I would give you your space.I wouldn't call all of the time and bug you about stupid shit that doesn't mean anything, but would still be there for you.
But. when I discuss anything that sounds like you could get to know me on an emotional level, you tune out the personal stuff,and only listen to knowledge on the surface. I noticed this a month ago. yet, I still attempt to get your attention. I've never acted this way with someone before. next will either come the anger, or the nervousness. You should tune in,for your own entertainment.
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[13 Mar 2007|02:28pm] |
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well, it's spring break time. hard to believe that time is already here. two weekends ago I manage to do the last invitational of the year. So, I managed to get the ADS nfa qualled. yay for that. Corn is spending his wonderful break here in the boring country side in symsonia, ky. but I think that he's fine. he's managed to sleep in until three. pm I might say. but he needed it.
we saw notes on a scandel, and I think that I might be in love with judi dench. and cate blanchet.
hope all are well.
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| Everywhere I go I think of you" |
[13 Feb 2007|08:20pm] |
'White Oak Creek runs shallow over the black grained
granite and flintstone. Below the spring it is all cold
sparkle and not deep enough to get ankles wet.
The banks are covered with purple
thistle and Queen Anne's lace that looks
pretty in spring, but turns to burrs
this time of year. There is no place to sit
and no place to swim and the spring would
take all day to fill a jug, at the rate it is flowing.
THere was a time that I thought that this
was one of the world's beautiful
places, with its pure spring
water and its granite bed, its banks
covered with wildflowers. THere was a
time I thought that I would grow gracefully old
with you, loving and being loved, instead of finding,
at every failed stream, these metaphors.'
~Neva Hacker (poet)
I had a long day. but its all good. hope every one has a good happy valentine's day. this poem is just something that I read today and thought I should add it to my bullshit blog.
peace.
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| random thoughts |
[08 Feb 2007|10:58pm] |
my feet are shrinking. I've recieved less than four hours of sleep for the past four days.
give or take you probably don't give a shit.
but hey, I'm going to arizona where it is possibly warmer. and you, my friend will continue to freeze your ass off.
chaor!!!
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| hey lady! |
[24 Jan 2007|10:06pm] |
Omg. this week needs to get out of my LIFE! I have hated this week every since it started two days ago. I'm going to districts this weekend and already I'm having to miss three of my classes.
classes are fine. speech is fine. friends are lovely. family is loving. just finished my ads draft fo sho hopefully today.(hopefully) and this guy sitting next to me in the computer lab is being really intense and I LOVE IT.
have to go read. that's what us english majors do. live a little. I just think it's funny that I keep writing short shitty abrubt sentences. it makes my life complete.
ps. bich, what do I do? I already know what you are going to tell me, but you should just tell me what I NEED to hear instead of what I want to hear.
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[16 Jan 2007|07:40pm] |
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my grandpa passed away yesterday morning in my home and already I feel like it has been a long past two days. I'm glad that he's passed because I didn't want him to suffer anymore, you know, the usual good intentions. he was a good man, so he deserved to go peaceful.
tomorrow I get to go to the doctor. yay. but it was my choice I actually was the one that MADE my mother make the phonecall for an appointment so I get to be embarrassed by how much weight I've gained since being home and how much it'll seem that I haven't lost since the summer, which sucks.
on the upside of both being greifstruck and being humiliated for being obese, my mother thought that since my two suits that I have don't fit because they are too big, that she is going to take some money and by me a new one, until at least I get the other ones tailored(my boobs are too big and make the jackets on ALL suits fit wierd). So that's all happening tomorrow.
the funeral is not until friday since we have apparently a lot of relatives flying in for a couple of days. THen I'll probably go back to BG on saturday afternoon or until I make sure all my unfinished business is, well, finished.
for those of you who have expressed your concerns for me, thanks. I appreciate the support. I just can't wait until school and speech starts back up, I'm ready to get back into the groove of things.
Maggie. out.
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[06 Jan 2007|07:30pm] |
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My aunt sheila decided to finally go home for the week. no offense- but thank GOD, I can finally have my bed back. Not that I have suffered or anything, i slept in the guest room, but I miss the privacy sometimes of being away from people. My mother seems to think that I am hiding something, like, I don't know, a male interest from her, but really its just me wanting to not be in the house fourteen hours a day. k, thanks.
So my friends went on a cruise, so I have noone to hang out with while being home. shit. that's just lame. fuck you guys. jk.
I'm bored. I guess I could go do something productive at 10 pm at night, but there's not much to do in Symsonia. So I decided to be lazy, lounge around the house, and wait until I get to go to work again on Monday. I wish I had the money to travel during these times, I'm ready to see something new for a change.
The break is two weeks away from being over. I'm just going to sleep it away.
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| just an update. |
[27 Dec 2006|09:38am] |
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So Christmas was monday. yay for that, yeah. I didn't actually have our huge family christmas because that's saturday, but mom and dad and bro opened gifts with me. My nephew and sister n law were there as well. It's the first christmas that my nephew actually got to REALLY open his gifts b/c last year he was too small. It was cute, he sat in his little red wagon in his pajamas and opened gifts, OMG he's so cute. I'm a proud aunt.
when they left at twelve, I managed to go to bed. I slept all damn day on christmas; first from twelve thirty to three, got up ate some lunch, went BACK to bed and slept til' seven thirty, then I went to see a movie. I also managed to go to amanda's house and sing karyoke until midnight and watch the movie step up because I was bored out of my mind. had to call it a night early hince the fact that I had to work the next day.
Amanda and I, while looking at stupid magazine propaganda and believing it, have come to the realization that there are no decent men in symsonia, or around this area for that matter. She is determined to find someone on this cruise to the bahamas that she is attending with my good friend dale; don't know how that's going to happen with him wanting her to entertain him all the time; their cousins, they have some in common, so i'm sure they'll have fun. maybe it'll actually get her mind off of the shittyness that's been going on lately.
Still, I'm single, slightly independent, and are open for options-she wants to let you know--not that I'm desperate, but I figured we would tell since I don't really push relationships and put myself out there. God. I'm lame.
anyways, I'm working. that's it. that's my break! oh how exciting. it's not too bad, I get paid well, and I manage to not have to do a lot during the winter. So I continue to write my speeches and memorize my scripts while I get to play secretary for three days at the water district.
I'm kind of tired of having to drive around to see everybody, when christmas comes that should finish my rounds.
Happy new year.
Peace out.
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[19 Dec 2006|04:52pm] |
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I could write about it all day.
but I feel content enough to supress it.
in some sick twisted way, I like it this way.
just so you know....
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[11 Dec 2006|11:57pm] |
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Life is kind of chill right now. I have finals today and tomorrow, but they won't be too stressful. This might be the calm before the storm because I have really hard finals on thursday and friday.
man. this semester is over. it went by so fast. love it.
random thoughts... I am so tired right now I just don't care.
Good luck to you all on finals.
yay...suppppoooorrrttttt.
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| random thoughts |
[06 Dec 2006|12:58pm] |
I'm sick of writing papers.
I have one more huge paper to write for a class
tonight, and I will be done with papers for the semester.
I'm sick of even looking at mmth.
oh and last night,
people were hovering over my shoulder like vultures on dead roadkill
god people, get off my balls!!!!!
I've eaten so much food in
the past few days.
I feel look like a pregnant cow.
yeah I said it. I'll say it again.
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| It's 12:14 am and I waiting for the right..... |
[05 Dec 2006|01:18am] |
My mind keeps going on and on about this one. single. thing.
during the day while sitting in class being bored it will just pop into my mind zoning me out, an then I stop, still I catch myself trying to be productive. it's confusing. it's annoying. yet, interesting.
But.
I don't think I'm able to make the right choice this time.
Whether I am going to make a mistake, I'll never have that knowledge.
let's hope it works out for the better.
and then the other thing is that....
My mother calls me wanting to know how things are up here in my life away from the real home. But still, she has a hint of pain and exhaustion in her voice. I don't know how she has done it. worked to help him for so long, only to see her father wasting away in a hospital bed in our living room. and yet, she still has the energy to have enthusiasm and say to me, "I'm so Proud of you, you have grown up to be so beautiful." as all mothers do. I wish I could take her away from where she stands now, to the bahamas or a place far away from here, if only I didn't think it would break her heart even more to be away from him for one moment.
She has a strength that I will never know, my mom. too bad I will waste time until it's too late to tell her that.
on the lighter side, everything seems to be working out, day by day. I can't wait until it's finished. done. period. I have a ten page paper due, extra-credit, finals, and then---home. can't wait.
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[03 Dec 2006|10:44pm] |
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Blah Blah Blah.
I'm bored and feeling very non-productive on a sunday night. I'm tired. I have the munchies. and I ate so much that I feel and look like a pregnant cow.
just a thought.
Oh. and P.S. stop assuming shit, just ask me; whatever it is that I've confused you about. I'm a big girl. I can take it.
thanks.
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| Slap happy and other great traditions |
[01 Dec 2006|11:28am] |
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This week has consisted of nothing but slap happy jokes, eating too much food, taking too many naps, and writing the upteenth paper.
and it's only friday.
Sammy will sing to me:
" jingle bells, ja-jingle bells"
Corn will sing:
"jingle all DA waaaaaay"
Oh I love my team.
I made another attempt to make an christmas ornament for our tree. My creativity has reached a slump in the past two years I'm afraid. Please forgive.
gonna get some extra-credit shit done, gonna be workin' a speech tournament, gonna get it done this weekend. and maybe eat some damn good food too.
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[30 Nov 2006|12:41am] |
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Will everyone please help me get it together. I know I know I know. That was what Thanksgiving break was supposed to be for, but it didn't happen, ok? instead, I was running around, wasting gas, eating bad food, and being DD for my two drunk best friends which, if you think about it, it was my last night to be in town, I had to sit in the parking lot of this shady bar for two hours, and I didn't get great sleep that night. Needless to say, I didn't get any work done, AND I didnt get it together. Now I'm just tired and boring. THough I did sleep well friday night. mmmmm...sleeping until two pm...mmmmm.
so. now it is time to get into the christmas spirit, but it's really hard to do it when you so damn broke that you can't even buy a pepsi out of the vending machine. I swear, meal plans have saved my life, or else I would starve. which wouldn't probably hurt me too bad for a couple of weeks, but after that I would NOT be okay. I can't wait to go home though, just so everybody in the family will ask the same questions they ask everytime they see my face....I swear they would ask these questions to me on my deathbed(this is excluding my parents).
top five questions from the family:
5) "Have you lost weight?"--don't really mind this question just because it's a compliment for me when ppl actually notice.
4)" wow, you look tired, are gettin' sleep? is the beds up there treating you okay?" thanks for the concern even though the way they usually look at me is as though I'm a beaten' mule...lol...just k.
3)"How's school been other than keeping you busy and/or stressed?" --just that. why the hell do you even have to ask when you just basically answered it for me?
2)This next one has many different versions and became almost my first, but its not really the most important thing in life right now...so this goes from a)aunt Sheila and my friends, b)to Cousin, to c)aunt kathy and my friends.
a)"so do you have a boyfriend that we'll get to meet next time?"--my usual answer is 'no, but I have one prospect....
b)" Got a man yet, maggie? man, you've been single for a while...I'm so proud of you for being an independent girl...but better not wait too long...times a tickin'"--I just usually respond with a forced smile and 'I know it. but I'm pretty focused on school right now. how bout them babies you've been having.'
c)"so, have you jumped anyones bones lately?"--this one's my fave, mostly because it's probably something I would say to my neice/nephew when I'm my aunt kathy's age, b/c sometimes I'm so much like her it is pretty scary. I usually just blush and change the subject. silly aunt kathy. get it together.
but no. 1) "So, whatta ya going to school for?"--this one's my number one because I have, mostly 9 times out of 10, pretty much already told them what I want to do.
But they're harmless, I guess you can't blame them since I'm socially awkward sometimes when i get around large amounts of pple and kids are falling everywhere. I can't wait to see them all again...I miss them so.
Just got back about an hour ago from saeed's shindig at Rafferty's restaurant. It was a blast and a nice way to chill out. now, I gots to get to working on this bibliography due whenever. Happy birthday to my husband, who turned 21 pretty much a year before I will. hope his drunkedness is full of....I don't know where I'm going with that.
k, peace outtttttttg!!!!!!
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[16 Nov 2006|09:21pm] |
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I feel like most of this big wieght has been lifted off of my shoulders....not really. It ain't too bad though since I got this week over with. It's sad though because a lot of people are going to be gone this weekend because of glennbrooks to judge and it's been our first real weekend off for a while. Maybe I'll get to sleep since I haven't had much of that in about a month. I'm just hoping that I'll go home for a few days for Thanksgiving break and then when i come back I'll have my life back together instead of being constantly scatter-brained and zoning into lala land whenever I best see fit. although i guess if your brain does it, then there is nothing really that you can do about it.
i don't know how it has happened for so long and I haven't been able to notice, but I have a horrible vocabulary. I think I actually said the word "fuck" in some form today about twenty times. oh well.
So my friend Nathan is camping out in front of bestbuy right now to buy one of those new Playstation 3. um, gotta give it to the boy for being out there since wednesday morning. I miss him. He makes me happy inside.
I love my mom and my dad. so I'm already broke ass now and they gave me a little money so I can get home for thanksgiving. I imagine I'll work at the water district for a couple of days. It pays good money.
if i don't write sooner or later...everyone have a safe trip home and happy thanksgiving....
thanks to my buddy Rafferty for showing one of the most amazing concerts ever to exists in a showcase for a big group of us speech nerds. you have shown me a new respect for M J.
oh and P.S. Richard, hubby, I'm glad you got better darling. It makes me sad, very sad when you are ill.
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